synaptic cleft

note to self

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month four

This month I feel like I've had a relapse in my Squeek grieving process. I've noticed myself pushing things away and shutting people out. Attention everyone: I don't want to watch your pets while you're away or babysit your kids or love anything anytime soon. thx

The thought of getting another dog has come and gone, I know I would end up hating it if it didn't act like Squeek or hate because it acted too much like Squeek :/ hmmf. If you were here I'd ask you what you thought - but I know you'd hate hate hate if I got another dog because you were a selfish punkass. I found a video on my computer this weekend of us playing catch that displays this quality completely, I'll post it later if I have time. You loved to run after the ball but you would never give that shit back.

note to self

ikea shelf, records...remember to do this

will watch

this later

look around you

wiki info | more videos here

end your marriage

Let's Call the
Whole Thing Off <<

“When marriage was invented,” Ellen continues, “it was considered to be a kind of trade union for a woman, her protection against the sexually wandering male. But what’s happened to the sexually wandering male?”

Fisher, a women’s cult figure and an anthropologist, has long argued that falling in love—and falling out of love—is part of our evolutionary biology and that humans are programmed not for lifelong monogamy, but for serial monogamy. (In stretches of four years, to be exact, approximately the time it takes to get one kid safely through infancy.)

hah ok I know, Downer Alert! But still a interesting read - she's
like the Jerry Maguire of Divorce... WHO'S COMIN WITH ME?
PS. [14:38] coldlions: when the atlantic magazine becomes a babe, i will read it.

smoke

good morning

This morning I woke up with Above It All stuck in my head I'm not sure why. I didn't even remember the words besides the above it allll parts but that tune is just so catchy or maybe just so familiarly embedded in my brain from those Sesame Street days, I don't know but it stuck with me as I went through my morning routine. Then I went off into la-la land thinking about the animation of that song, and remembering the opening of Mannequin...

and then thought - why have I gone my whole life without finding out more about the friggin genius behind these treasured memories!

Her name is Sally Cruikshank AND she has her own YouTube Channel with old interviews, animations and other amazing weird ass shit.

every day same dress

I probably wouldn't be able to do this seeing as though I have a hard enough time dressing myself with what seems like unlimited combinations plus I guess I kind of had a taste of this for ten catholic years or so.

But I LOVE this idea!

tips for life

>> Eugene Mirman's commencement speech for the 2009 Lexington High School graduating class.

parallel worlds, parallel lives

[part2] [part3] [part4] [part5] [part6]
Finding My Father

stop

HAMMERTIME will be shit but this video is amazing!

5 sec films

>> 5secondfilms.com -- good LoLz.

hey witch doctor

CLICK the image or you're close minded :D

interview project

>> WATCH EPISODE ONE

Yeah it can be a simple idea, yeah things similar have been done, but now with the better more magical touch of Mr. David Lynch. (on FB)

month three

This is when I begin to think I'm going through some days when I haven't thought of you and for some reason I feel bad about that. When I'm alone I sometimes click for you and yell out Queekie-boo, luv you everyday! I'm convinced the bathroom door creaks open because the ghost of you wants to come in and lick the shower water off my feet. You haunt my dreams when your little dead dog body comes to life in my arms and I jolt awake pissed off at you which is eerily similar to how our sleeping arrangement was when you were alive.

Squeeker had split personalities some of which had fantastic tall tales that came along with them. One was that he had trouble fitting in with the other dogs when we moved down to Savannah. I lived in a not so nice part of town so it was only time before Squeek joined a gang, not only a tough thug kind of gang but one that met up for late night fight clubs. I would report home to my mom and sister keeping them updated on my life, new apartment, school and Squeeker's climb to the top of the 912-dog-crew, they were proud of his ability to fit in and fight.

Another completely serious personality Squeeker upheld was his nerdy computer chat addiction. He needed to be up on your lap ANYTIME you were on the computer so that he could chat with his best buds, sn3krp00ch16 being his favorite of course. And if you were trying to chat with your friends he would sit on the keyboard or your hands or scratch at your knee. What a jerk.

u are otters and ilu

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fun brain tests

I love these!

ira glassapalooza